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well, after a while i thought that my parents would just fucking get over themselves and figure out that they should just think about us before themselves and just get over it for a few hours just for our sake.. but obviously they wont. And both of them are trying to pay me to take sides and live with the other one and i dont get why they think either of us should have to choose between our fucking parents.. its stupid and i think both my parents just need to learn how to get over themselves and put what is in the past behind them and just get over something thats in the fucking past because its stupid and childish shit. they need to just learn that its their problem and not mine and my brothers but they both keep trying to make us into the whole thing when its not either of ours its just their problem.. and my dad just makes me walk home because he wont leave his bitch long enough to take me home so i have to walk home.. UGHHHHH, i hate this whole thing.. and i never have a mom to talk to because shes alwayz at work because he wont pay child support so she has to work all the fucking time just to be able to pay for the house and car.. jksngkjsdf damnit i hate my dad.   
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| so im pretty sure that this will be a depressed update.... Xmas break pretty much sucked ass this year, total opposite of last year.. i saw tara once.. and saw amy three times.. and thats counting church and a party... yipeee.. we didnt hang out with tara lyk we were supposed to.. and i have a new years resolution.. to stop cutting.. which im pretty sure is gonna make me do other things since i cant do that.. kinda gay.. but true.. i didnt evn hang out with kadee during the break but once.. kinda gay.. im gonna get to hang out with one of my friends from my trip to Europe soon.. and im really looking forward to that.. maybe i wont be all depressed anymore.. i mean she pretty much made me happy on the trip so im sure shell make me care freeee again.. and Anners.. i havent seen her since the last day of school dude. pretty gayyyyyyy... and she told me she liked me better the way i was last year.. which i dont really get bcuz i was all emo and didnt give a shit what ppl said about me last year.. i think its the last part she wants back.. this year.. ive met new people.. that had brought out the more outgoing side of me.. which brings me to the end of this pretty muchhhh. Heidi.. this chick is crzy and when i need someone to talk to.. all i gotta do is call her.. and i know shell be there.. especially when i need someone to talk to about all the gayyyyy freshman drama.. i loveher bcuz shes lyk my older sisterrrrrr... ok im done until next time dude... but imma post some pictures!  
ilovemyHeather! 
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wellll... new layout. so im updating. tomorro starts homecoming week. which means we get to dress up as somthin we usually dont wear. so umm... chantals gonna be emo. lol. kinda hilarious if u ask me!! hehe =] well yea i think xanga is gonna come bak bcuz of how much freakin myspace messes up and shit. but xanga ppl r weird.. i mean i was lookin through random ppls xangas and found pictures of some chicks wrist... yea.. kinda retarded if u ask meeeeee. lol well yea i think im gonna go. ily. mer.    
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| ok well....xanga is so freakin awesome !! i realized i lyk nevr update ne more...but im gonna start updating again bcuz xanga is the shizzzzz! lol- from tara...lol hehe...shes not a hooters girl....o yea...and umm..... my "dod" pissed me off..lol....thats Chantal makin fun of me right there...but yea im not the one that runs through taco bells sprinklers and doesnt pick up change when it falls on the ground...lol ilove chantalio!! hehe...omg...my dod pissed me off today mannnnn....mannnnnn...lol i hate that word.....omfg and i got Dont take the girl stuck in my head....hehe...."sing !!! gah sing!!"lol...i need to hang out with Chantalio more often yo!! lol
I LOVE MY CHANTALiO
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| ok yo... well its been so effin long since i updated this thing and im sooo bored that im gonna update....well i just got home from my European vacation....wich the leaders said it wasnt.... ! haha theyre hil-arious yo! well i had way more fun than i did last time!!!!! i met soo many ppl and no matter what im gonna stay in touch with them unlike the pplz from my last trip! we got to go to the Anne Frank house but we couldnt take pictures....omfg theyre talkin about that book on tv right now!!!!!lol i think i was in fat camp....and they disguised the name as People to People!!!!!!lol and lyk the Eiffel Tower didnt seem any bigger than the tower at six flags.....its crzy yo! well yea i guess im gonna go yo...and heres some pictures hoe!!!
 E.E.&Hannah
 Alexis:)
 On the way up the Swiss Alpsss
 B4 Matt took his shoes off....
 Gorgouse Emily!
 Havin fun at the airport;)
 crzy Nicki...but i still love her!!
 OMG! B-E-A-UTIFUL!
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